Fresh Starts In Spring

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Spring is definitely one of my favourite seasons of the year, if not my favourite season because it is a time of fresh starts. I genuinely don't feel like the new year actually begins until Springtime, so I do have a valid excuse for being pretty down for the most of the Winter months, duh! I hate Winter with an undying passion and always find myself getting the Winter blues each year without fail - this Winter was no exception, and it was horrible. 

I found myself in a massive rut in general - I felt like I wasn't going anywhere with my job, I had no motivation for my personal projects, I was sleeping in late every day that I could, and I just generally felt down about life. I spent the majority of days in my living room, sitting against the radiator with a book; wanting to read but not actually reading, I found myself scrolling all of my social feeds over and over and over whilst thinking that I wasn't doing anything with my life. I wasn't. I was in this endless cycle of self-destruction, and I could see it before my very own eyes.

Now, I know this sounds super coincidental, but as soon as Spring hit I just all of a sudden came out of this rut and had so many ideas of what I wanted to do with my life - it was weird. Among all that inspiration, I came to the conclusion that I had to get away, and soon! I've been wanting to move away from my hometown for the longest time ever - granted, I travelled Australia and New Zealand for 2 years, but I came back to the same town and got back into the same rut that I was in before I left. So I decided it was gonna happen sooner rather than later.

I am now moving to Peterborough and it's all happened rather quickly - as if it was all meant to happen in the first place - it's weird how the world works like that. Everything has just slotted into place, and sometimes I feel that it's all too good to be true, and then I realised that no, I actually do deserve this break. I found a job and a place to live all in the space of a week, and it's all been a bit of a whirlwind. 

I am a tiny bit overwhelmed with feelings on this right now; I'm scared, I'm excited, I'm nervous but I'm definitely letting my fear fuel me as I just know that this is the right move for me. It's definitely a brand new start for me in the Spring, and I'm excited to get started and bring you along on my journey!

BEDA + April Goals

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Coming from the person that's struggled to stick to a solid blogging schedule this year so far, what I'm about to say may come as a bit of a shock - I'm going to be participating in BEDA, and blogging every day in April. DUN DUN DUUUUN...I know right?! It's a bit of a step, but I'm determined to see it through to get me into the swing of things for the year to come. I'm actually really excited!

I mean, you're actually reading a pre-written post, shock horror! I know this post is already too much to handle, so if you need to sit down, then please feel free to. I just genuinely want to get into good habits; I've spent too long trying to perfect my habits and not actually taking any action in starting them in the first place - sounds stupid, but I'm still more of a thinker than a do-er which isn't getting me anywhere with my goals, so this is going to be the stepping stone to getting my butt into gear. 

This month I'm focusing on three things: my blog, my Younique business, and myself. Here are my goals for each:

BLOG
● Write everyday
● Find a #blogchat to join
● Comment and network more
● Utilise Twitter and Instagram more
● Keep organised with my spreadsheet
● Take more pictures

YOUNIQUE
● Do a Facebook live at least once a week
● Do a minimum 30-minute power run every day
● Get into the habit of commenting while I scroll on Facebook
● Post on Facebook every day

MYSELF
● Meditate every day
● Write in my journal every day
● Stop saying sorry as much
● Read a chapter every day
● Have a no technology morning routine

OTHER
● See 3 films
● Get my hair done

I'd love to know if anyone else is participating in BEDA this year! Wish me luck.

Bullet Review: Ready Player One (SPOILERS)

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Let me start off by saying that Ready Player One is my all time favourite book, and when I say all time, I mean ALL TIME FAVOURITE BOOK! I've read it a total of 3 times now (which to some is nothing, but to me is everything), and I swear, each time I reread it I get just as excited as the first time around.

Due to the fact that as I may have mentioned, this is my favourite book (of all time), I was extremely nervous and apprehensive when they first announced that this epic of a book was going to be made into a film. I'm funny when it comes to book to movie adaptations, but I've learnt to accept that some books do need changes for the adaptation to work well in cinema. Saying that, I wasn't happy with the trailer in the slightest, as I could tell instantly that it was very different from the book, and that's normally where I have a problem.

Let's give the blurb of the book before we begin on the full review:

It's the year 2044, and the real world has become an ugly place. We're out of oil. We've wrecked the climate. Famine, poverty, and disease are widespread. 
Like most of humanity, Wade Watts escapes this depressing reality by spending his waking hours jacked into the OASIS, a sprawling virtual utopia where you can be anything you want to be, where you can live and play and fall in love on any of ten thousand planets. And like most of humanity, Wade is obsessed by the ultimate lottery ticket that lies concealed within this alternate reality: OASIS founder James Halliday, who dies with no heir, has promised that control of the OASIS - and his massive fortune - will go to the person who can solve the riddles he has left scattered throughout his creation. 
For years, millions have struggled fruitlessly to attain this prize, knowing only that the riddles are based in the culture of the late twentieth century. And then Wade stumbles onto the key to the first puzzle. Suddenly, he finds himself pitted against thousands of competitors in a desperate race to claim the ultimate prize, a chase that soon takes on terrifying real-world dimensions - and that will leave both Wade and his world profoundly changed.
I liked the bullet review style that I did for The Fifth Season so I'm gonna try and emulate that into film too, so let's see how this goes. Oh, and if you didn't already see from the title, there's gonna be SPOILERS in here because I love this book so much that I just can't refrain from explaining everything!
WHAT I LIKEDMark Rylance is absolutely superb playing OASIS founder James Halliday; his mannerisms, the way he stuttered and was hesitant when he talked, and his almost shy demeanour. He was the perfect match for the socially inept, hermit genius that was James Halliday.
You got more of a backstory with the film than you did with the book. Granted, in the book, you found out everything about James Halliday, Ogden Morrow (his best friend and co-founder) and the ups and downs of their relationship before they split ways, but the film really dug that little bit deeper into the more personal side of things, with snippets of conversation of the two of them before the OASIS. It was refreshing to see another side of the book.
• On that note, I loved the fact that minor characters in the book were filled out more in the movie. In the novel, I-R0k is an annoying tag along that likes to think he's all that, but in the movie he's been given more of a pivotal role which definitely could have been possible, as you didn't see all too much of him in the books. In the movie he is IOI's (Innovative Online Industries - aka the bad guys that wanna take over the OASIS and make money from it) head honcho Nolan Sorrento's lacky, but he's also a bit of comedic relief (maybe a little too much for my tastes).
The riddles and challenges were different to the book. Woah, wait a second, before you burn me at the stake for actually liking this, please let me explain. Making the challenges and riddles different from the book makes it exciting for old readers to enjoy, because we don't know the answers or how to solve anything until the characters do - it almost lets us get involved to a certain extent. Although, I didn't like the fact that most of the riddles were sappy James Halliday feeling sorry for how he did, or didn't spend his life before he died.
• I think it helped that I'd literally finished my third reread of the book the morning before I went to see the movie, but there were enough book references and lines that I found myself smiling throughout the majority of the movie at how similar it was to the book itself. Don't forget I said similar, not the same....similar, it's a key word.
WHAT I DISLIKEDArt3mis was annoying af. I quite liked her, and the build up of her character in the book, but in the movie, I down right hated her and found her extremely annoying. She was probably the worst part of the movie for me! I know they can't cut her out because she's a main character, but I feel that without her, the movie would have been a lot better. She was actually better as a voice actor for her avatar than she was in real life #sorrynotsorry.
• I hate this in books and I also hate it in movies, but pointless romance has NEVER been my thing. The whole book was set over the span of about a year maybe? This movie must have been set over around 48 hours, and yet suddenly Parzival (Wade Watts) is suddenly in love with someone that he met for 5 minutes and has cyber stalked for longer. PLUS, it's all on an online game! They had zero chemistry, and they were just always so wooden around each other (maybe that was just the acting?) that it was most definitely not believable in the slightest.
• I have to admit that I read this somewhere before I went to see the film, but I 100% agree with it - the film is focussed more on the action than it is on the development of the characters. I didn't feel anything for any of the characters, and I honestly don't think I would have shed a single tear if any of them had died in the real world. You didn't get to know them or what they were about, it was all surface level and quite disappointing. Yeah, I get that it's an "action based sci-fi movie" but that doesn't mean you can't have relatable characters.
• Ready Player One is heavily, HEAVILY revolved around 80s culture, and other than all the references in the background of the movie, there was very little reference to the 80s in the plot, which was disappointing. I discussed liking the challenges being different and exciting, but every single challenge in the book was 80s related, whether that be from movies to music to video games, and I think only one reference of playing a video game was shown in the entire film. Yeah yeah, I get that you can't show a character playing pacman for hours on end to get the highest possible score, but at least show some kind of reference.
• I didn't like the fact that the characters were friends and met so soon after the challenge began - these were probably my least favourite scenes in the film and they just weren't explained thoroughly enough. I totally understand that they can't show Wade being a social recluse for the entire film in his own flat and that they needed to be together sooner, but NOTHING WAS EXPLAINED! How did Ar3mis find Wade? Who was the bald guy with the tattoo (like literally he disappeared after a while)? How come they all lived so damn close to each other? What was this rebellion? It started off with a company, and ended up with the five of them? Every single other person couldn't have been captured. Also, and this bugged me, Daito and Sho (No idea why his name was changed from Shoto, it's two bloody letters) weren't even friends with the others in the book - the two brothers just put up with the others to a certain extent.
FINAL THOUGHTS I'm torn, so freaking torn! I came out of the cinema thinking that they did a pretty good job of the book to movie adaptation, but as I've had time to process everything I've realised I don't think I like it as much as I thought I did - I think I got caught up in the moment. There's positives and negatives to every aspect that I wrote about and I think I need to see it again. I don't think it helps that this is my favourite book ever ever EVER, but I don't think I have a solid answer as to whether I did or didn't like this film. The book's AMAZING though, so definitely give that a read as soon as you can: Kindle US/Kindle UK

Bullet Review: The Fifth Season

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The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth #1) by N.K. Jemisin
Published 4th August 2015 by Orbit (Kindle Edition) | Purchased
★★★☆☆ (.5)

THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD ENDS. AGAIN.
Three terrible things happen in a single day.
Essun, masquerading as an ordinary schoolteacher in a quiet small town, comes home to find that her husband has brutally murdered their son and kidnapped their daughter. Mighty Sanze, the empire whose innovations have been civilization's bedrock for a thousand years, collapses as its greatest city is destroyed by a madman's vengeance. And worst of all, across the heartland of the world's sole continent, a great red rift has been been torn which spews ash enough to darken the sky for years. Or centuries.
But this is the Stillness, a land long familiar with struggle, and where orogenes -- those who wield the power of the earth as a weapon -- are feared far more than the long cold night. Essun has remembered herself, and she will have her daughter back.
She does not care if the world falls apart around her. Essun will break it herself, if she must, to save her daughter.

I have NEVER given a book a .5 rating, but I guess that's because I've never read a book that I was that torn between. I spoke about doing more book reviews at the beginning of the year; it's nearing the end of March and I've finally decided that this will be my first of, hopefully, many. I started my blogging journey, years ago, by consistently posting book reviews, so let's get back to basics.

This book has got quite a complicated world to explain in general, so I really hope I've done enough to convey what it's like in my points below:

WHAT I LIKED
• The storytelling in this book was absolutely wonderful. I felt totally immersed in the story and  never felt the book drag with its progression - there was always something of interest going on in each perspectives chapter, and I left each one not wanting to go onto the next.
There was a small but impactful aspect of creativity which moved this book from dystopian into a sci-fi territory - the addition of humans with the talent to move the Earth to their will. This was set in the time whereupon the Earth was prone to shakes, quakes, and tsunamis; and the orogenes (roggas) had the ability to exacerbate or quell the problem.
The book had an almost "Mad Max" feel to it with regards to surviving and battling the different conditions that the Earth was providing - there were communities (comms) and the people living outside of these boundaries (commless) who didn't have as much protection as those living within the walls. Everyone had to do what they had to do to survive a "season" which was an apocalyptic event that would happen without prior knowledge.
• Let's give a bit of background knowledge: The Orogenes are despised by much of the world because they can do frightening things like move the Earth to their will, and they are born randomly with their powers not always being so obvious to their owners until it may be too late. Most Orogenes end up going to the Fulcrum which is a kind of school to learn how to harness and focus their powers, because the world sees themselves much safer with a higher power containing these "reckless creatures" and putting them to good use. I'm going to call this next point the perspective arc; the idea of your perspective being changed throughout the book...does that make sense? But anyways, I found that happened, and I quite liked it! You find out slowly throughout the book that not everyone despises the Orogenes, and why they don't, which lends itself nicely to giving you a wider awareness of the bigger picture. Seeing these differing opinions give you more room to make your own decisions and to see that not everything is as formalised as it may seem.

WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE
It was confusing from beginning to end. Now, don't get me wrong, I understood everything that was happening to a point, and was able to follow the story throughout, but I was always half glazing through the terminology of the "magic system" and what it entailed to create it. Nothing was ever truly explained, even when following a young Orogene in their learning of the craft - I knew the overall basis of it, but it was always that little bit out of reach for me.
• I felt as though some big aspects of the book weren't explored thoroughly enough; you could counter this point with the fact that it may become clear in the second book, but it needed to be in this book to set a foundation. For example, a very important character was built up and built up, finally revealed and then not explained. It annoyed me to no end because I feel it would have wrapped everything up nicely at the end to follow on to the next book, but instead, this said character was put into a really unnecessary cliffhanger at the end.
• Following on from the previous point, I don't think everything wrapped up nicely enough. The ending seemed to go in a completely different direction to the rest of the book, that I ended up rereading the last page or so just to make sure that I hadn't missed something vital. It was as if the author just thought, oh, I need something to segue into the next book, let's do this! It just didn't work for me, and I found myself just staring at the pages looking confused.

FINAL THOUGHTS
Overall, The Fifth Season was a really good debut novel; it just needs a bit more explanation in the details of everything and it would be perfect. I'm definitely intrigued enough to pick up the second book in this trilogy, and hope to see some improvements along these lines. 

March Goals | 2018

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Happy March, and happy almost Spring time. I feel as though the end of February dragged so badly, possibly even more than January did to be honest - although, despite all that, I still can't believe we're into the third month of the year already. For me, the first two months of the year were a warm-up of what was to come; I've had my Winter Blues, feeling sorry for myself, and now it's time to take charge and to really focus in on my goals. We're coming into Spring, which I adore, and I'm excited to see what the rest of the year brings when I put my all into everything that I do:

● Cut down alcohol
● Journal every day
● Meditate every day
● Don't buy as much food at work
● Find somewhere to work that isn't at home
● Start taking more photos
● Go see a film by myself
● Be more active in the blogging community
● Organise a weekend away
● Keep on track with my reading goal
● Be more assertive
● Learn to say no

Do you have any goals for the month?

My Ideal Morning Routine

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My track record with getting up in the morning has been pretty atrocious in the past few months, to say the least, and I was using work as an excuse for my laziness - "I had work last night", "I didn't get in till midnight", "I was on my feet all night". I would get up at 10-10:30am when I had work at midday, and lounge around slowly getting ready, again sacrificing washing my hair because I didn't want to get up an hour earlier, using my trusty old dry shampoo instead. Despite this, I'm a big believer that the way you spend your first hour awake sets the tone for the rest of the day, and the rest of my days when I did this didn't exactly go the way I wanted them to - this just led to a stream of other bad habits and a hell of a lot of procrastination.

So recently, I decided to write down what I want my ideal morning routine to look like and when I have utilised it I felt so much more refreshed and motivated to deal with my day. It's definitely a work in progress with regards to making it a proper habit just yet, but it all starts with one small step each day.

WAKE UP AT A DECENT TIME
Due to the fact that I do shift-work, and the fact that I sometimes finish a shift at 2am, I decided to give a time slot to this one depending on my work the previous day. I'd ideally like to get up anytime between 7am-9am in order to get started on my days activities. In the past few months I've been getting up most days around 10:30am and have felt sluggish during the day from oversleeping, so I'm gonna slowly work my way up to a 7am get up. 

MEDITATION
I have known about the app Headspace for a long time, but the subscription fee was always something that put me off because I wasn't sure if meditation was really my thing. I managed to get a deal with my Spotify Premium account, however, and I haven't looked back. It just calms me, grounds me, and lets me clear my mind to focus on the things that I need to get done that day. Headspace has a massive variety of different guided meditations to go through from stress to kindness to creativity - there's always gonna be something for everyone, no matter what you're going through. I want to try and do this in the morning as well as in the evening for a couple of minutes to unwind.

READ A CHAPTER OF PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT
I've been known in the past to go full on personal development reading, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to better yourself, but when it comes to reading, reading, reading, and not applying any of that to your life, that's where issues start to arise. I've decided on a happy medium of reading a chapter a day to continue my learning curve but to also allow room for reflection and action. 

JOURNALING
I love journaling in the morning; like meditation, it's a release. I feel that I can get all of my thoughts and feelings out onto one or two pages about anything and everything so I can move on from it and continue my day - it's massively therapeutic for me and definitely gets a lot of things off my chest. I like to do a constant stream of writing that I just let flow from my mind so I can get my raw feelings out of my head and onto paper. It was especially helpful with my my brain dump earlier on in the month as it helped me realise some of my downfalls and weaknesses so I was able to rise up from them and build a better life for myself.

SHOWER/BREAKFAST/GET READY
This is the obvious stuff, but I want to get this out of the way before I even think about checking my phone, which leads me to...

DON'T CHECK PHONE UNTIL ALL OF THE ABOVE IS DONE
Now, this is the biggie, and probably the most difficult of all of the habits to keep (embarrassingly). I realised that I was/am massively addicted to my phone; constantly checking, scrolling, checking and scrolling the same feeds waiting for something interesting to happen because you know, FOMO, duh! I'm just so used to waking up and checking all of my feeds, that that itself became a habit, albeit a bad habit, that I've picked up and am trying to stop. But, if I can at least keep this part of my day free of any phones or social media then it's a small win on the road to curbing the habit completely. 

So that's what I'd ideally like my mornings to look like. Do you have a morning routine?

Favourite Book Quotes | #1

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I love myself a good quote, and one of the best things about having a kindle is the ability to be able to highlight certain passages from your books so they are stored for later perusal. I enjoy looking back at the things that I have highlighted and remembering what it meant to me at the time. The quotes that I highlight aren't necessarily profound, as much as I may have just found them funny, but I highlight words that just speak to me in one way or another. 

These are a few quotes from fiction books I have read within the last year. I may create another quotes post with quotes that I love from my personal development books at a later date, which speak to me in a completely different way. For now, enjoy, what are some of your favourite quotes?


On that first day, looking back, I was as boring as organic gluten-free porridge with no sugar
All of the Above - Juno Dawson

Someone who understood that using the "f" word wasn't a measure of my lack of imagination. Sometimes using that word just made me feel free 
Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe - Benjamin Alire Saenz

Even if you do order the wrong thing, it's just food. It's no big deal compared with mistakes in life.
IQ84 - Haruki Murakami

This was, I would later realise, a planet of things wrapped inside things. Food inside wrappers. Bodies inside clothes. Contempt inside smiles. Everything was hidden away.
The Humans - Matt Haig

You don't have to be an academic. You don't have to be anything. Don't force it. Feel your way, and don't stop feeling your way until something fits. Maybe nothing will. Maybe you are a road, not a destination. That is fine. Be a road. But make sure it's one with something to look at out of the window.
The Humans - Matt Haig

Don't feel bad for one moment about doing what brings you joy.
A Court of Thorns and Roses - Sarah J. Maas

There's no creature more amazing than one that can make it's own light.
The Light of the Fireflies - Paul Pen

Cruelty does not make a person dishonest, the same way bravery does not make a person kind.
Insurgent - Veronica Roth

Do nothing, and nothing happens. Life if about decisions. You either make them or they're made for you, but you can't avoid them.
You Had Me At Hello - Mhairi McFarlane